Love Remains The Same
POSTED AT 05:57 PM

lucenzojean

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change

But love remains the same...

Reading: storfs
Listening to: Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale
Feeling: contemplative

! dOnT W@NT U!!#@!!
POSTED AT 06:33 PM

lucenzojean

so so what!!! im still a rockstar...
i got my rock moves....and I don't need you!@!!

 

Reading: my storfs
Listening to: Pink - Centerfold
Feeling: aggravated

Paalam mahal kong Molly...
POSTED AT 08:47 AM

ryohie

I was anxious to get home...can not wait to see Molly. Kasi alam nyo guys, Molly keeps me happy. She means so much to me, she’s there when i’m lonely, she’s there when I’m sad. On top of that, inde siya nagrereklamo…kahit ano gawin ko sa kanya ok lang…

 

I had a hunch that day that something bad is going happen and I was not wrong. I rushed at the house and I saw Molly enclosed on a container full of  water….the house smelled carbon that day. Nanginig ako when I got her up…”Lord..what have I done?”..yun lang nasabi ko at that time. Panic came and hysteria was standing by. Omg what should I do? I called her name name twice..thrice..I can not remember…

 

Yes..Molly drowned. “DO NOT DIE ON ME!” a shout that echoed in every inch of my spine. Tears were building up, my body was almost numb..think! thnk! Think!. Wala ako maisip that time…I shook her hoping for a response…this is hopeless…Molly did not blinked.

I rushed outside taking her in my arms…”Please please lord…wag nyo siyang kunin sa akin…” I commuted and got her to a Specialist. He was shocked when he saw Molly…she was all pale and rusty. ”Ano nangyari?” tanong niya. I was speechless di ako makasagot, maybe its my guilt, di ko mabigay ang rason kasi alam ako ako ang may kasalanan. “Di na importante to yun! Pakiusap..tulungan nyo siya...”

 

He checked Molly…he shooked his head..he shooked his head twice..I knew right then kung ano sasabihin niya. “Ang daming damage sa system niya…kailangan natin siyang operahan”. This is not happening…this might be a dream..please wake me up! The attendant came…”Sir…paki antay na lang po sa lobby…well keep you informed.”

 

I sat at the lobby still in shock. Denial. Guilt, Anger, all mixed up emotions ARGH! What if di siya mabuhay? Isa sa ga milyong tanong sa isip ko..but that question weighed more..

If I could only turn back time…flash of memories came…the time we spent….the time she made me happy. I was contented having her..no ifs..no buts.

 

1 hour and 45 minutes passed, I saw the specialists sweaty face…I knew he had done his best..he did not have to tell me. “Im so sorry…wala na tayo magagawa…”. I did not know what to feel that time..seems like everything stopped…how could this happen…

 

“Di na po natin marerecover PSP niyo sir, ayaw na umandar ng mother board tsaka kakalawangin lang yan pag dating ng panahon..bumili na lang kayo bago.”

 

Oh my Molly…my precious PSP…drowned in Pepsi…(that actually rhymed J). “Pakshet ka..anong bago?..may sentimental value si Molly sa akin…siya yung unang sweldo ko sa PS! Bleh!” yun sana sasabihin ko sa technician.

 

 

That was the whole story of my Molly..yes..yung gadgets ko my names…tawag ko sa cellphone ko ay Bert. Bert was my first thirteen month pay..o ha…Im sure malungkot din si Bert nung nawala si Molly. Hehe. Its been four months now since it happened..naka move on na ako hahahah. Its time to buy a new one…hopefully mabili ko yung kay Donnabell Z kaso pink yung PSP..toink. Ano kaya maganda name for the new one? By the way, ngayon lang ako naka update kasi pakshet na background yan..pangit tuloy template ko kaya ayan..sana makabalik ako sa blogging nyeheh

Reading: Calvin And Hobbes
Listening to: Lara Fabian Jet' aime
Watching: House Season 4
Feeling: Naiihi